hahahaha.
my head hurts. ow. and this bloody ginger ale with god knows what the hell is inside it is doing wonders to my brain. owwww. this is incredibly dumb. hahaha. imma gonna listen to dashboard and then im goin to sleep. and he's still in my mind. hahha. how stupid. brin, you're so stupid. hahha. okay. im stonedd. goodnight.
brin bit this at ; 10:25 PM
okayy. i came up with my slogan. but then i realised i have a major problem. how many of you actually know the meaning of EUPHORIA? hahhahha. okayy. and i think i know roughly what im goin to do for my poster. hmm. like i told mel, if everyone's gonna laugh at your poster, might as well give them a real reason to laugh right. soooo, therefore, thus, in conclusion, finally, (haha. im being lame again. stop it brin.) i have decided to put a totally dumb pic of myself. hmm. not too sure what it'll be yet. hmmmm.
realised ive been thinking A LOT lately. hahhaha. not that i dont think okayy. hahha. just that the thinking has been done more than usual. lolll. omg. im still half asleep. okay, this is prob why they said sleeping in the afternoon is not a good thing. HAHA. okayy. gotta go and do more thinking. haha. THINKING is hard. lol. okay peeps, see yaaa! =)
//.. im putting you at the back of my mind. there's no point in even dreaming about it.
brin bit this at ; 5:53 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
you're driving me insane. and i dont know what to do anymore. this is so majorly whack.
love,
the confused brinster.
brin bit this at ; 10:42 PM
this has been some kinda really crappy and yet "ENLIGHTENING" week. hahha. godd. im so friggin tired right now. argghh. now i'll be home at like 9pm every tuesday and friday. this is friggin disgusting. ROARRR. hmpph. anyway, i was suppperrr happy the entire week until today. i know its extremely stupid of me to be sad over such a stupidddd and small minor detail like this. but like... whatever ya noe? righhht. nevermind.
so anyway, ive decided to just let the two extra piercing on my ear close up. no point in constantly taking them out, and then by the time i put the sticks back in, it starts to hurt like hell. argh. but im keepin da one at the cartilage. heh. hopefully i will come up with some magnificent way to "mantain" it. teehee. oh yeaa. im supposed to come up with some kinda slogan for my campaign. hee hee. actually, campaigning for council is kinda fun in some ways. hahhaha. oh mann, i feel like writing a poem. and that is never a good sign. hahaha. hmm. maybe shall write one later.
ayyeee. "anthem of our dying day" keeps playing in muh head mann. haha. i put the song on repeat mode this morning. haha.and blasted the music so dammnn loud so that i'd wake up properly by the time i reached school. loll. and when mel called whilst i was in the bus, i was like shouting in the phone. hee. just that i didnt realise it until the ah pek next to me turned n stared. HAHA. that was so whack.
aighhts. im super tired. just need to write a poem and get it all outta me. then im off ta bed. and im gonna spend tomorrow thinking about what to do. HAHA. oh yeaa. and i MUST revise my history and econs notes. im super scaredd im gonna fall behind in econs. argh. ok peeps, take care yea? seeee yaaa! *hugs*
//.. and you're the last thing on my mind before i go to sleep at night.
brin bit this at ; 10:12 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
i wonder why my bro n dad are taking so long to buy food. haha. the tummy is startin ta grumble. hahaha. anyway, finally done my malay homework and that killer history essay. i wish there was like a textbook or something? cz it was super hard to find all the info from the notes. took me an hour to figure out where all the info was. argh. anyway, its over and done. am now debating if i should to my gp journal entry thingy. but i cant remember whwat to write. hee.
okayy. am munchin on a banana now. hahha. if u are tempted to make any lame monkey jokes or let out snide remarks, please SAVE IT. hahhaha. okayy. ooh. trump and his toupee are on again tonight. YAY. and i just remembered we have pe tomorrow. crapp. 2.4! argh. *faints* loll. this yr there is no yee ping to pace me. hahha. OH WELL. crapp. im hungreee. loll.
righht got nuthin else to say today. prob will be a while before i update again cz of the WONDERFUL school timetable. haha. aighhty. see ya peeps! ooh! i just heard my handphone ring. hee.
//.. and maybe you'll never be mine. but i'm still thinking about you all of the time.
[29] over and out.
brin bit this at ; 8:14 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
you guys totally rockkk!! GOLD FOR SYF!!! its friggin awesome. and also friggin insane! hahahha. i wish i could have seen the performance mann. but it must have seriously kicked ass! from a dumb COP to GOLD! WOOHOO! knew u guys would make it! now u can shove that award in everyone's face. esp. those that doubted you guys! like a certain turtle. ahem ahem. hahaha. rock on yea! =) from behalf of "the devils", CONGRATS AGAIN! =) hee. over and out.
brin bit this at ; 9:11 PM
i smell like crapp. heh. been sittin here for hours and trying to figure out how to type my PI for project work. haha.. but alas, tis' a success! brin, thou art a genius! *beams* =D hee. okayy. anyway.. just remembered i have history homework to do. bloody essay. and that day mr tan asked us to do the essay in point form. so i like REALLY did it in point form. heh. so i wrote stuff like, "para. 1: talk about the peasants." haha.. and mr tan was like, "is this what you call a topic sentence!" and i was like, "its not a topic sentence!" hmph. oh well. its not my fault. i was tired and half dead and super lazy to write about anything.
oh yeaaa. and as promised, i'll post the pic of me and my 2 "assets". ahem ahem. hahaha. actually, we took tons of neoprints yesterday but i was too lazy to go copy down the URL's for the rest of em. so yea. anddd. i know when ppl post pics on their blogs, its usually coz they think they look good in the pics (they usually do), so for a CHANGE, imma gonna post the most ermm. spastic looking one. hahaha. =D rach, dont kill me.
TADA! haha. so there. we were like all waiting to smile and suddenly music from the spice girls comes out. like all extra jap. and techno-ish. yucckkks. that song.. erm. u noe the "if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends" hahahha. that is so crap. anyway, the freaky song started playing and before we knew it, there was a FLASH! and i was in the midst of cursing when suddenly the CLICK sound went of and the camera snapped. hahha. OH! I JUST HAD AN IDEA FOR PROJECT WORK! maybe i should change the neoprint machines! or like i should attach a japanese-english dictionary to every one. hahhaha. then maybe i can understand what the hell they're tryin to say all the time. hmpph.
oh yeaa. so sooo many SJC ppl on friday. was like abt to buy food at kfc with rach, when suddenly we turn around n see sarah marie! haha. and then suddenly as we're abt to say bye, i hear my name and i spin around and see sharifah! hahaha. talk abt coincidence. and then on the train to PS, we met cheryl yeo. hahha. hmmm. maybe its fate that all SJC ppl seem to naturally flock to town on friday afternoons. hahha. today was a majorly boring day. i think even da pc is tired of lookin at muh face. hahaha. oh yeaa, i'll prob be goin to give tuition to the 2 guys on wed. mann. hopefully there's no training or whatever so i dont go there and stink the house. argh. okay peeps, betta be off. see yyaaa! *muacks*
//..obviously, you're outta my reach.
brin bit this at ; 8:41 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
hmmm. that Blue song is in muh head mann. i have no idea why. i dont even like them! actually, its just the "baby when we're grinding, i get so excited.. ooh how i like it, i try but i cant fight it!" hahahhahhah. friggin insane. that song is so... erm. nevermind. so anyways, sch has been tiring. but i expected it. so yeaa. what can ya do right? was feeling super tiredd and easily irritated today. but instantly cheered up when i went ta meet rach and maria! haha. went ta heartland and then went off ta plaza sing. haha. took a couple of neoprints. bloody hilarious. i'll prob post it 2mro or sumthin.
HAHAHA. am chattin ta rach and ryann now. LOLL. we're talkin about butts. yay. hahaha. this is what boredd people do. LOLL. no mood to blog today. my mind is so flooded right now. hahha. mostly only about one thing. hmm. haha. okay. am seriously turning senile soon. okie dokes. better go. see ya peeps!~ =)
//.. it all about you. =)
brin bit this at ; 8:32 PM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
my dad is taking advantage of my fantastic massaging skills! heh. ok lahh. i cannot beat udaya but im not that badd ok. hahaha. anyway, went over ta my dad's friend's house today. might be taking turns with my dad and giving tuition to their sons. one's in pri 5 and the other is in sec 3 but is my age. i have abosulutely no idea how to teach english but i think my dad will do most of the lessons planning. so all yours truly has to do is go there, smile, and tell them what to do and mark their work. doesnt sound too bad afterall. hahaha.
heh. anyway, am lamenting to maria about sch and everything. miss the peeps from lamerz united loadddss. we have ta go out peeps. DYA HEAR ME?! haha. anyway, made another amazing discoery today. was blog hopping when i "chanced upon" an email address! OH JOY. =) and and and, i had actually seen it before but i was too blur n sleepy to notice it. but dont worry, i wont result in doing any DESPERATE measures now. heh. okayy. theres like air in my ears or sumthn. *jumps violently to the side* hmm. not working. oh well.
aye. damn air bubbles. it wont go away. what the hell is wrong. okay. is there like an online biology textbk or something i can check? haha. anyway, finally bought the elastic what-cha-ma-call-it from hougang mall today. saw ruth stoning at the bus stop. hahhaha. and some old dude came and ask me to loan him sum cash for his card today. was thinking abt it but i was super broke. my mum told me it was prob a con-job or sumthn. so yeaa. here's a lesson for all you con-men out there. YOU CAN NEVER CON SOMEONE WHO'S BROKE. hahhaha.
righht. oh crap. just about missed saturday night live. i need my dose of jimmy fallon! bloody hot stuff i tell ya. hahha. oh no. my hair is drying in a weird shape. looks like the top of a pineapple. heh. i told my friend about how we had to promote ourselves for the council thing. and she was like, "promote yourself? y u so worried? you're an expert at that what!" like HELLO! what is that supposed to mean. hahhahah. my ego needs some feeding every now and then okay. its not easy to mantain such a humongous ego. HEH. jkjk
so yeaa. wasted an entire day of lazing around today. didnt get down to doing the studying i am SOOOO in need of doin right now. oh well. i promise myself i'll do it tomorrow. it kinda freaks me out when i go to sch every morning n like see peeps studying in the canteen n stuff. i mean, they're not even in their second year yet! bloody hell. freakin scary ok. hahha. and im writing this suppeerr long blog entry cz im so BAWRD. *yawn* been sleepin the whole day. hahaha. okayy, anyway i gtg. see ya peeps! buhhh byeee!
//.. i don't want you to want me. coz' i'll hurt you in the end. i don't need you to need me, tonight i'll hold you tight but i won't come back again.
brin bit this at ; 10:25 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
i keep thinking about it. and the line keeps playing in my head. i am seriously screwing myself up. ARGH. -brin`.
brin bit this at ; 8:47 PM
=) tis the weekend!!! yayy! okayy. super poofed at usual. and also dammmnn stuffed. was abt ta go home when geraldine caught me jz before i left sch. hahaha. she recognised my bag. heh. so unique right. loll. anyway, waited fer eileen ta go for netball and then went off ta heartland and ate sushi. im so bloody full now mann. ARGH. neeeedd EXERCISE. haha.
oh yeaa. u noe, i wanted to be like all adventurous today so i was like taking all these weird looking sushi from the moving conveyer belt thingy. there was this sushi that had like fish roe. (is that how ya spell it? haha.) anyway, instead of the roe being red, it was like GREEN! and i was like, "oh my god! that's so cool!" so anyway, i took it off the belt and took a huge bite outta it. IT WAS FRIGGIN WASABI COATED EGGS! LIKE WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. i think all these jap. restaurants should put like mini signs on the plates that say "WARNING: WASABI." wasabi is evil okay! my tears were like coming outta my eyes.
hahha.. and the BEST PART, me and geraldine were laughing over something before i ate the sushi. so i was already in tears, so when i put the sushi in my mouth, and more tears started coming out, geraldine thought i was just laughing even harder. BLOODY HELL. ahhahaha. and she was like happily laughing whilst i was suffering in pain. haha. but its a good thing that she eats wasabi, if not we'd prob have ta pay da wastage fee. hahha
oh yeaa. melissa was talking about how she liked the song from our college dance. lost in emotion or something. hahha. aand like for the whole day since she reminded me of that song, the same picture keeps playing in my mind! hahhaha. just the whole thing where nerd was like dancing with that stupid smile on his face! HAHAHA. okkaayyy. stop it brin, stop it. haha.
im friggin tiredd, have a MAJOR headache (as usual) and since my discman seems to have gone on a protest, ill just bumm online and listen to muh music. a little of Halifax or dashboard would be fucken excellent right now. aighhts. gotta go. catcha later peeps. buh byeee! *muacks*
//..when you smile. =)
brin bit this at ; 8:05 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
1. brin is friggin sleepy.
2. brin is CONFUSED about too many things.
3. brin thinks the nerd is getting gay-er by the day. (HAHA.)
4. brin has a migraine.
5. brin needs some ribena.
6. brin cant believe she is about to do what she is about to do. =) hee.
7. brin wishes srjc had floorball/hockey.
8. brin is soooo not looking forward to friday.
okayy. so there ya go. a quick update.. i hear my econs notes calling. *groan* catcha later peeps. *muacks*
//.. i would give it all up just to be with you.
brin bit this at ; 9:04 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
im supppeeerrr sleepy. haha. gonna go ta sleep early and catch up on my much needed sleep. haha. sch ended early today! loll. had no mood to go home cz i thought no one would be at home. so went out and bummed with kyle at compass. then he had ta leave fer drama. so waited for geraldine ta come. then maria n rach and jen came too. hahha. but like supppeerrr late?! hahha.
was kinda boredd at captain cook's. so was like using those order lists they have there n drawing stuff on them. geraldine happily went to write something on the paper and i was like "NO!!!" and crushed it up. LOLLL. whattevverr. hahha. anywayyy, maria and jen were like complaining abt how the p.e. in CJC was like really tough. haha. i wonder what p.e in SR will be like. loll. will find out on thursday definitely. hahha
dammmn. should i rejoin debates? im feeling so friggin erm.. CONFLICTED. hahaha. *notice i am using BIG words so my standard of english does not drop! heh.* anywayyy. i want some ribena. been craving for it for some time now. whats wrong with me?! ARGH. okayy. gtg now. long day ahead 2mro. see yaaa! =)
//.. i'm not even going to try. what's the use when i know i'm gonna be hurtin' in the end?
'da confused brinster.]]
brin bit this at ; 9:16 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
okayy. yesterday was a stuuuuppiiidddd day. and i refuse to talk about it. but everything that happened ysdae has made me realise something. FAMILY IS EVERYTHING. you'll never ever EVER find a group of ppl as amazing as they are. they're the only ones who will still love you and treasure you even if you've done something TOTALLY stupid and retarded and wrong. and even if they dont always show their love for you, they do love you! its friggin true aighhts. im not shittin you guys. hahha.
so yeaa. it was like a brief moment of realisation as i lay in my bed last night. hahha. anyway, gotta wear that LAME christmas tie on monday. yuccckkss. if i ever find the person who chose to make our school tie red and green i am gonna create like some rule where he/she has to wear ONLY red n green clothes for the rest of his/her life. hahha. evil. but its true whatttt. sighh. okay. am gonna be a GOOD girl later and go revise my history n econs notes. ive promised myself to start on a clean slate this year.
and 2mro i can finally get my new bag! YAY! muh sling bag is killing me. argh. oh yeaa. my dad wants me to go give tuition to sum primary 5 kidd. but i dont know if i'll have the time to. after all, ive been like coming home at 5+ everyday. so im sure to be seriously poofed. oh well. shall think about it. haha. i promised myself to stop thinking so much as well! and im still amazed at how "intrigued" i can be of a walking ape of a man. hahaha. talk about a total nerd attack mann. and i realised ive been saying, "what thing?" too much. like everytime my friend has a problem or go does something, instead of "what happened?" or "whats goin on?" im like "what thing?" ahhaha. SOMEONE SAVE MY
ANYWAYYY, i should go check my friendster now. been a while since i last went on. oh crap. just realised my hotmail is flooded. crappp. aighhty. better go do some deleting. see ya peeps!~
//.. for everything i did, im sorry.
brin bit this at ; 3:20 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
i am selfish,
i am wrong,
i am right,
i swear im right.
swear i knew it all along.
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now,
the things you swore yourself.
i wish life was a VCR. and you could just press STOP and then the REWIND button. this so so depressing mann. i hate this. - a saddened brinster.
brin bit this at ; 2:57 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
i am in total AGONY. hahha. the quadreceps are killing me! oops, did i like spelll that correctly? haha. ok, anywayy. school's been aighht. FINALLY got our classes. hahah. superr tiredd. and hungreee! argh. was late for econs lecture today. haha. had to stand. but God must have taken pity on me (and maybe coz i just nagged too much lahh.) but somehow, we managed to skive our way away from the standing session. HEH.
ok. dilemma. i have no idea what cca imma gonna join. i thought volleyball was ok lahh. but u noe, i guess i might just wanna try other things. so maybe debates again? but like so siann. oh well. shall see how. saw nerd qt a lot of times today. hahhaha. feel like laughing everytime he talks. HAHAHA. oh well.
anyway, i had no idea that nithya knew rachel! haha. until she like saw the pic rach and i took and she was like, "u noe rach?" hahhah. oh well. its a small world! (small singapore actually. haha.) oh mann. i think must finally wear srjc uniform 2mro. after all the time tryin to avoid it. HAHA. i miss my sec. sch uniform! LOLL. ok. i gtg now. gotta go meet the mumsie at da mall. haha. see ya peeps. love ya!!~
//.. my defence is paper thin. just one kiss and i'll slip in.
brin bit this at ; 5:45 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
you know i was just thinkin bout that part in desperate housewives where one of the women goes, "oh mary alice, what have you done?" hahhahhaha. that line really cracks me up mann. no idea why. heh. okaayyy. nvm. today was an aighht day in sch. basically bummed ard most of the time cz had lotsa free periods. penny joined arts finally. hahha.
mann. im like wearing the worst pair of shorts ever. like the pockets actually stick out?! argh. what the hell. imma gonna cut the off i tell ya. hmm. anyway, not to sure when i should start wearin the srjc uniform ta sch. haha. kinda reluctant ta let muh old sch uni. go. *sob sob* *sings:st joseppphh st joseeephh! we pledge our loyalty to thee! with you, weee spend our golden days happy and freeee! hahhha. right. im crappin again. OH NO. the Attack of the Weird Old Men is on again on my friendster! crapp. maybe i wrote something in my friendster that SOMEHOW gives these weirdos some kinda indication that im like SOOOO in need of getting married? HAHAHA. i better go check n re-write everything. SIGH.
there is a stupid F4 (HAHAHA. FLOWER FOUR! haha.) song in my head right now. OH GOD. *smacks head* GET IT OUT!! ARGGHH. hahaha. whatever. oh oh. dads home. heh. betta be off. see yaaaa guys! *muacks*
//..and all i can taste is this moment. and all i can breathe is your life.
brin bit this at ; 5:05 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
google is amazing. LOL. im so excited and yet depressed! hahhahha. what the hell. my heart is like thumping like crazy right now. lolll. shit. its been a long time since ive gotten this feeling ok. hahhaha. brin. what have you gotten yourself into?! im so wastedd right now.
aighht. i dont care. im gonna personally make it my mission in life (haha.) to conduct OPERATION GET NERD successfully! YAY! only a couple of peeps will know what im talkin abt right now. (HEH.) anyway, kinda pleased at myself. hahha. cz i finally got my skirt altered. it looks a lil weird. i really hate the pockets. hahha. but overall, its nice lahh. but imma gonna miss my convent uniform. TEN YEARS in it mann. cant believe convent life is gonneee. heck it.
ayeee. for once, the honorary psychiatrist/psychologist/counsellor/social worker/
anyway, ive survived this week in srjc. ive been in a jc for a week! yay. congratulate me. *dies* hahha. iyou know that lame song is playing in my head. by a teens or whatever. *sings: you get me so excited and i dont wanna fight it..* YAYY. pop-ness. ok whatever. im crappin. okies. i better go. havent watched OC yet. taped it yesterday. and i missed the end of the contender. damnnn it. nvm. shall watch it on wednesday. aye. see ya peeps. love love. =)
//.. and you dont even know i'm alive.
brin bit this at ; 7:20 PM